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pertama mbaca ini aku langsung pengen dia juga mbaca XD (undertsand what i mean?)

she: aku besok bakal buntuuuuu !!

xxx: kenapa?

she: ngga kemana2 si wakakaka

xxx: yaelah mau aku temenin ta?

she: ya terserah, aku ayo ayo aja

xxx: yaudah mau kemana?

she: engga tau

xxx: loh kok ngga tau?

she: hmm bingung. udah ngga jadi aja deh

xxx: yakin? nanti bete aku di jutekin deh

she: hihihi enggak kok

xxx: yaudah kamu jalan sama yg lain deh

she: haa? emok !

xxx: loh kenapa?

she: mending jalan sama kamu ato sama temen2laaah

xxx: hihihi kok sama aku mau, kenapa?

she: yaaaaaa ngga tau , hihi :">

xxx: loh kenapa? 

she: nggapapa

xxx: ih mesti gapapa deh

she: kenapa emangnya?

xxx: penasaran tauk!

she: iya deeeh nanti aja yaaa

xxx: maunya cekalang :(

she: yaaah jangan mewek gitu dong . ayo cenyum nanti aku kasi tau deh

xxx: yaudah yaudaaah

.........

xxx: ayo tadi mau bilang apa?

she: ngga penting

xxx: mesti

she: iya deh iyaaa

xxx: apa?

she: aku seneng bisa deket sama kamu 

:))

adam young

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"I’d rather be happy than sad. I’d rather eat donuts than rocks. Those are my thoughts."

Adam Young (via -owlcity)

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adhitia sofyan - number one
you have to love this song
because it's dedicated for you

:))

the link----> aulialiliw.tumblr

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sebenernya, mau kita ga mbahas apapun atau malah cerita-cerita banyak. Semuanya kerasa sama senengnya. kaya tadi sore, padahal ga banyak yang di bicarain, kebanyakan diem aja. Tapi kan memang ada yang harus di ceritain sama ada yang  "sudah biarin aja ntar juga tau sendiri"
 
aaahhh Aku bosen sekali di rumah, ayo ayo ajak aku keluar ya XD

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sometimes when I say “I’m okay” I want someone to look me in the eyes hug me tight and say “I know you are not

—(via widyastutihardaningtyas)

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hahaha aku seneng sekali hari ini, walaupun pagi nya agak males gara-gara ada olahraga tapi akhirnya semua selese. Sudah ga ada masalah apapun lagi :) horee 
tadi waktu pelajaran sore juga ga kerasa, abis kita main truth or dare ber-enaman: Dini, Esther, Azka, Cendy, Titan haha lucu juga cerita-cerita gitu, kita beneran ga ngomong bohong kecuali esther masih malu-malu sama azka kalo sudah di tanya masalah "itu". kaya cendy dong berani ngomong apa adanya, lagian apa yang harus dibikin malu, kita kan bakalan satu kelas sekitar dua tahun. jadi kita harus bisa cepet akrab:) biar setahun ini jadi kompak

Tadi sore juga seneng banget, bisa ngobrol lama sama wibi haha senengnya :)
pengennya lebih lama lagi, tadi aja ga niat pulang sama sekali tapi gara-gara ada les jadi mau gimana

sudah ya

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sebenernya ga ada masalah, atau masalahnya belum keliatan jelas, atau sebenernya cuman perasaanku aja, atau mungkin cuman kebawa suasana aja. Ga ada. ga ada, sudah lili jangan di perpanjang

I don't know what to do with myself
just don't know what to do with myself
planning everything for two
doing everything with you
and now that we're through
I just don't know what to do

waa seharusnya semua itu di pikirin dulu, sekarang aku juga jadi salah kalo gini. bingung ini gimana. ga seharusnya di buka terang-terangan. semoga aja ga ada efek

yes. yesterday i'm crying, but never again

---hurts----

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i need time to cry

tadi di sekolah

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tadi di sekolah akhirnya aku sudah ceritain semua ke agatha, veve, azka, ikos. thanks. haha lega, lumayan lega. biarin aku ga peduli, mau semua tau atau ga, ga ada efek-nya sama aku
Oh iya, tadi aku juga seneng akhirnya bisa ketemu sama ikos, aku nanya masalahnya kri'i sama iwan yang sudah dulu banget, pasti ga ada hubungannya kan! tapi sebenernya ada. terus dari cerita itu yang aku tahu sekarang aku cuman harus percaya haha ga susah kan! susah

Kepalaku pusing terus seharian, tadi sampe ketiduran pas pelajaran biologi, untung gurunya masih baik, jadi aku ga di marahi. Padahal seharusnya itu waktunya aku njawab soal, tapi aku ga kuat mbuka mata, kepalaku pening banget

Terus besok juga ada ulangan matematika yang peluang, aku belum ngerti banget sih pelajarannya, tapi yaudah lah remedi ya tinggal remidi aja kok (selalu pesimis)

oh iya, yang paling penting aku ga bisa lupa kata-katanya ikos tadi sebelum pulang "memang di kelas wibi suka guyon sama sandra kok oppa, tadi aja rebut-rebutan hape" daaaarrrrr bener ya ,bi? :(    (ikos ga mungkin bohong)
haha lucunya aku ga bisa terima kata-katanya ikos yang itu, beneran! (woo it's hurt) mbayanginnya ga enak :( , waa aku gatau harus nanggepinya kaya apa. jadi ngerasa kalo aku ga penting gini ya
selalu aja ada yang bisa bikin tambah hari tambah ga enak, bikin semuanya ga jelas. otakku mbulet sudah gamau mikirin apa-apa. wibi sama sandra di ipa4 ngapain aja :( , hayo hayo curang!  aaaaaa  aku gamau denger. gamau denger.  biarin aja semuanya jahat  

the point is i'm in pain :''(

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I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday

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:'''(

lilia liliw trilili

satu minggu yang punya hari paling banyak ga enaknya, dari awal masuk sampe sekarang libur lagi, ga ada sama sekali yang bikin bisa sesimple dulu. jadi makin nyebelin? iya! kayanya tambah-lama otakku tambah pengen meledak. sudah banyak banget yang ga perlu dipikirin tapi justru kepikiran terus, sama banyak banget cerita-cerita nyebelin yang bikin seminggu ini jadi biasa aja.. eh ralat, makin nyebelin!

gara-gara satu minggu yang aneh ini, sekarang jadi sering dengerin the moldy peaches-anyone else but you lagi. Lagu itu kan lagu masa smp dulu,  OST. nya Juno. meskipun ga ngerti semua arti liriknya tapi enak aja lagunya lucu.

"You're a part time lover and a full time friend" hahaha lucu sekali
"I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you"
"Up up down down left right left right B A start
Just because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart" hihihi
"cheats" sapa yang sering "cheats"? aku aku aku
biarin aja, we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart.. asik asik

 Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du
But you

haha inget polosya waktu smp dulu, jadi pengen balik lagi jadi anak smp. pengen kembali ke spensa, atau pengen lagi ngobrolin hal-hal yang lucu sama nurin, atau masalahin kalo rambut habis di keramasin itu ga boleh langsung di buat tidur, "ntar kena kanker lo". emang iya ya? aku juga ga ngerti kenapa, tanyain aja sama anak smp!
iya mungkin itu maksudnya kamu kalo sudah capek pulang sekolah malem-malem ga usah repot-repot mandi ntar kena kanker hahaha alasan aja soalnya males mandi hehe 

dulu waktu belajar malem, (kan menjelang UNAS, jadi sering belajar) aku juga sering dengerin lagu the moldy peaches, lagunya simpel. Sama simpelnya kalo misalnya minggu ini ga ada yang bisa bikin kepala rasanya panas. ahhh aku beneran pengen teriak-teriak, aku pengen nangis semaleman, habis gitu besoknya ga masuk alasannya "mata bengkak"

lagi-lagi aku mikirin rekaman, kenapa sih sama rekaman? rekaman apa?
ya rekaman aneh curhatan sampe nangis2 yang aku sendiri gatau itu bener apa enggak, aku sendiri juga gatau itu penting atau enggak. atau kepikiran sama isi draft-nya. ada lagi? iya! banyak kan yang bikin minggu ini jadi nyebelin

"You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel"

aku sumpek, sumpah sumpek sekali. aku pengen ikut mbakku jalan-jalan, aku pengen keluar kota kalo bisa, pengen ga masuk berapa hari buat nambah masalah? iya gitu, kalo aku pergi berarti nambah masalah. Ga mungkin kan ga ada hari penting buat pelajaran di libels. soalnya ga mungkin ada hari yang ga mbahas masalah bab-bab yang bikin pusing.

pengen hilang berapa hari habis gitu ga ada kabar, kaya semacem kabur dari rumah, haha ngawur. kabur dari rumah mungkin juga cuman pergi ke rumah nenek sehari. mana berani jauh-jauh?

sumpek sumpah, sumpek. sumpek sekali. oh iya, sekarang aku jadi sering banget liat angka kembar di jam, kaya 12:12 barusan aja ga sengaja ngelihat, tadi malem parah hampir sering banget, pertama 18:18 habis gitu 20:20 lanjut lagi 21:21 haha tandanya aku kenapa? kenapa lagi kalo ga lagi kangen

sore nanti mau potong rambut aja, biar ngilangin sumpek. Kan mungkin aja aku sumpek gini gara-gara rambutku sudah terlalu panjang *ga nyambung

aku sumpek sebenernya gara-gara aku lagi sebel sandra

selesei----

"i think my heart is going to get too big and explode and that will be quite hard to clean up"

 

lilia liliw trilili

kenapa kenapa kenapa ya? kayanya kalo ngeliat 'anak itu' rasanya sebel--'
hahaha biasa aja lo Li :)

Seneng sesorean tadi abis pulang sekolah bisa ngobrol-ngobrol dulu, tapi lagi-lagi ngerasa sedikit sebel tadi Apalagi kalo sudah ngomong masalah dia, yang rekaman lah, yang apalah
ga peduli lagi. maunya

kalo mbahas masalah itu lagi lo rasanya langsung "SSSSSS" pengen marah, pokonya ndadak kaya ga seneng trus ah tauk lah
males kan, mesti

the moldy peaches ,anyone else but you

 

you----you---w---w---w-----

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from the notebook doodles

to: radinal wibisono:))

mess

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the notebook doodles

however that is it

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Misery 
So scared of breaking it
But you won't let it bend

And I wrote two hundred letters

I won't ever send

Somehow it is cut so much

Deeper then they seem

You'd rather cover up

I'd rather let them be

So let me be

And I'll set you free

I am in misery

There ain't no other

Who can comfort me

Why won't you answer me?

Your silence is slowly killing me

(Girl) boy you really got me bad

You really got me bad

I'm gonna get you back

Gonna get you back

Why do you do what you do to me

Why won't you answer me, answer me
Why do you do what you do to me
Why won't you answer me, answer me

---w--w-w---w-w---w-w---w---------

wiwowiwowi

soaisoaisoaisoi

if we believe in something and we just keep on trying 

we will survive we will survive

 

it's a beautiful life act from the heart when you play your part 

it's a beautiful life when you survive and everything is alright 

it's a new beginning of beautiful life  

 (beautiful life-maliq n d'essentials) 

message

lilia liliw trilili

haha bingung sendiri jadinya, mau seneng-seneng tapi selalu aja ada pikiran, ga bisa pergi dari situ. Tapi ga ngganggu sih cuman hurt..

kok habis di kasi tau tentang "itu" jadi ga enak ya pikiranku, kayak ga rela, ga seneng, atau envy? again? haha
Ya ampun ini semua kenapa jadi gini sih. ah sial!!

In jealousy there is more self-love than love. 

~François, Duc de La Rochefoucauld, Maxims, 1665

 

yesss, that's the point :''(

huh forget it!  

sudah dong, ah ada lagi ada lagi ada terus. sampe kapan? got an enemies

                                                   

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[The stars lean down and kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

- Vanilla Twilight (Owl City) ]



i love that song so much ♥

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ini pengaruh lama ga ngobrol aja:(

hey, I..

TOTALLY AMAZING

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remember? wikaaa ini lo :)

mom table talk

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LIE, that's what i do everyday when my mom start talking about "it". I really going mad. Why she always want to know all about "it". I dont care about "the difference", but she do! And she always haunted me with billion question about "is he bla bla bla?" . I tried forget the conversation, but i can't. and i almost want to cry :')

cross

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Amplifiers burst out the deal that I have made
What's there to say I cannot say by myself?
Thinking about writing it down seems pretentious
And helplessness may be the word they nail to

my name
In a while

I think I forced a smile upon her mouth
I know I dream that, hollowness aside
everyone's a winner if the stadium is right
But rarely anything good comes out




Oh yo!
Memory!
Must you bring up these things?
Only stupid words
Make me forget all of that
Stupid memory
Can I forget all that crap?
Stupid memory
Can I forget all of that?

in to you

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I guess I'll think about it when I walk with you

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(veve)


(aulialili)


(agatha)

Baru nyadar aja ternyata kita bertiga makin akrab haha, sudah lumayan sering jalan sama-sama *padal baru 2 kali hayo
hihihi kapan-kapan lagi ya :D

Ternyata nonton sama veve jauh ebih enak daripada sama agatha :p Kalo sama veve dia mesti mudeng terus bisa jelasin, tapi kalo sama Agatha sudah kayak nonton film horor sama wika, kalo ga ditinggal tutup mata ya ga diliat filmnya haha

seneng banget:)

IYA

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miss :)

ANSUR, FEBY, WIKA, AYU

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Andre Surya

heh peja

peje
8:16pmMe

heh ndre telat
8:17pmAndre Surya

kapan jadiane?
8:21pmMe

wes sebulan lalu ndre
8:23pmAndre Surya

jadi selama ini kamu menghianati aku. jahat . . .
8:23pmMe

loh ndre, lah kamu sudah mutusin aku dulu haha
8:24pmAndre Surya

Apa kita g pernah putus. justru kamu yg jauh dari aku. wkwkw
8:24pmMe

mesti geje kalo sama andre, ga tau bener ngomongnya. sama kaya dulu pas sama levi, bisanya aneh-aneh haha

Andre surya haha temen dulu pas kelas 8. Perasaan Andre agak jayus deh, tapi kenapa tetep aja aku bisa ketawa. hahaha:)
Inget lagi pas kelas 8 dulu, awal-awal duduk sama andre, hampir lama duduknya di bangku ke dua dari depan hahaha terus akhirnya pindah duduk sama feby :) di belakang wika sama ayu.. wow big hug:))








(teman-teman:)

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Hey Soul Sister - Train

Hey, hey, hey

Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains
I knew I wouldn't forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind
Your sweet moon beam, the smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided, you're the one I have decided who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey, hey

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one-track mind like me
You gave my life direction, a game show love connection we can't deny
I'm so obsessed, my heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna, and I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight

The way you can cut a rug, watching you's the only drug I need
You're so gangsta, I'm so thug, you're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see, I can be myself now finally, in fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you be with me

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do tonight,
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey,hey


Hey, hey,hey

Tonight

:) :)

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HOMESICK-KINGS OF CONVENIENCE

I lose some sales
and my boss won't be happy
but I can't stop listening to the sound
of two soft voices blended in perfection
from the reels of this record that I found

every day there's a boy in the mirror
asking me
what are you doing here
finding all my previous motives
growing increasingly unclear

I travelled far and I burned all the bridges
I believed as SOON as I hit land
all the other
options held before me
WILL wither in the light of my plan

so I lose some sales
and my boss won't be happy
but there's only one thing on my mind
searching boxes underneath the counter
on a chance that on a tape I'd find

a song for
someone who needs somewhere
to long for

homesick
cause I no longer know
what home is

:)
Perfect song, almost everyday start from 3 days ago i hear Erlend and Eirik voice and it's so great hahaha


:)